haha i haven been blogging for a long time. shit. should really try to blog more man. anyway, today was teacher's day! HAHAA. (: enjoyed myself looking at teacher's expressions. haha damn fun. gave ms lin a jar of m&m's which is like erm. a lot a lot a lot of chocolates. like 16 packets man! gosh. spent a bomb. was really really glad that felcia, felsa, joyce, feefee and joanne wanted to share. (: thanks everyone! so yeah. after that went out to town to shop. gosh. had a great time chatting with jane and ruth. and we prank called darli! gosh. cause we were talking about "eyecandys" and dunno how ended at the part where we said, "darli have a lot of ppl eyecandying her". HAHA. so.. i decided to call her! "hello darli. i know you dunno who i am but just want to tell you that i'm eyecandying you. i love you! bye!" GOSH. we died laughing. but still., guilt complex is killing me. i'll find the chance to tell her soon. HAHA. poor darli ):

after walking around the whole of town from far east to wheelocks to taka to heeren, we decided to head down to raffles city. haha cause down there the underground part have this new extention thingy. damn damn cool. i totally fell in love with the notebook shop. HINTHINT. (: guess what. met dee there. and met ms lin there too. -.- really. she totally look like a jc student shopping for stationery based on what she wore today - polo tee with berms and sneakers with a gigantic tote slung over her shoulder. haha. pathatic. (:





gosh. i really didnt know teachers can sometimes be friends too. poot. ytd was in a damn damn bad mood. i was like actually quite screwd for quite some time alrdy. and it was all bottled up inside lah. and ytd, morning knew bout the gala dinner arrangement of sittings. totally felt leftout from my table, and someone is like purposely not talking to me anymore. so i was quite depressed. plus the past few days was struggling with the scrapbk. some people just piss me off please. 1st you dont wanna do. you do halfway you leave cause got "something on". fine. and after that, come and rush me and go like eh done alrdy not? give alrdy not? like hello. if you didnt do it please dont come and snatch the freakin limelight. and act so pro and almighty. gosh i really didnt need that. and it really didnt help that we had to give the scrapbk 2 days earlier due to some reason. thanks man. and it's like my L1R5 although improved by like 7 pts from mids, not exactly very good either and i STILL HAVEN PASSED BOTH MATH YET. ): omg i dont wanna get retained! so i was quite stressed.

special thanks to yasmin, who wanted to turn behind and ask me to help her buy ice lemon tea during recess but instead saw me red-nosed sobbing away madly during amath lesson. in like a short 10min practically the whole class EXCEPT the teacher knew. how insensative. haha. but still, i was offered chocolates in the end. so was quite happy lah. (: thanks. so for the whole of ytd i was just like crying in class. thanks theresa and weiling who tried to cheer me up. thanks ms lin who wanted to carry me. but unfortunately i was heavier than her. so fine.


gala's in 2 days time. gosh. i look really really weird. let me post a pic here. (: im gonna be wearing a black tube with black 3 inch heels with black accessories. gosh. and the theme is... solid gold. thanks a lot. i wonder who was the one who said can wear black in the 1st palce. now i look like im going for a funeral. and i look damn damn fat please. i have a tummy with fats near my armpit. gosh i really dunno how to get rid of all these within 48 hours. it's IMPOSSIBLE.

my sister wearing my shoe!






















aniwae. september 3rd's this SUNDAY. HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT.

since everyone's been going like i dunno what to get you, here's what my wishlist is like. haha. i sound so ego. tsk.

my wishlist
1. NICI big giraffe toy. the one that cost $49.90
2. orange crumpler bag (:
3. paperchase striped A5 cloth notebook.
4. paperchase notebook soft cover with cute animals of any kind.
5. notebooks from Prints. (raffles city marketplace)
6. Ty pope Jp2 bear. (united sq basement)
7. anything from THAT giraffe series at A'nbc (parco 3rd floor)
8. belts to go with jeans!
9. books by jodi picoult (borders has 3 for price of 2. hinthint)
10. steatdler 18 triplus colour pen set (taka stationery)
11. anything giraffe!
12. birthday song from g2. (: (ego. tsk.)
13. candies from candy empire!
14. star earrings from perlini's
15. anything colourful striped. (:
16. gift from ______ ___
17. gift from ____ ____
18. jar of m&m chocolates just like what i gave today (:
19. free movie treat!
20. outing out with ____ ____ or ______ ___ (quite impossible. hah)
21. paul frank slippers :D


i'm done! haha. but once i think of more i'll add. yups. (:
`thanks babes! phew. last week was totally a chaotic week. haha. 2 big hoo-has round the sec3 lvl. one started from our class. the other is like none of my business. but i know the story and everything. sigh. seriously. if you done it, den it's time to own up or smth. im damn disappointed in the 2nd hoo-ha. even like 2 of my closest friends are part of it. how bad can it get? when ___ told me bout it last night on the phone, i was damn surprised. hey, so what if you get away scott-free? im sure you'll feel guilty in the end or smth. but nahh, ur still the same. please. is this a act of pretense? or what? damn. i know it's wrong that she's doing it and not owning up for it. and pretending that nothign has happened and ask others to cover up for her as well. that's the best part. okay so since it's none of my business, i'm not gonna care too much bout it yea. if your just being so mean and dishonest and telling lies to cover up your own skin, then there's really nothing i can do bout it.


the other hooha is damn funnny. i realised that what we did was damn mean to ________. but sigh. i suddenly feel so immature. haha. when i saw ________'s blog, i realised how dumb i was in sec2. i totally saw myself in her. and yet im like mocking her. and the best part, he knows. HAH. imagine if SHE (my ahem) knew. if some senior actually did what we did to ________ to me. i'll just commit suicide and byebye. oh gosh. see my point? yeah. and ___ sent a mail to _______. and i saw it. and it's bad. gosh. imaturity. fullstop.



last thursday, TWINS BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST FELLY WELLIES! (: FELICIA AND FELISSA. DONT WORRY YOU WILL FIND A HOT GUY SOON. OB HERE WE COME. <3 celebrated birthday in canteen. haha gosh the cake i bought was damn pathatic. 2 slices of chocolate cake. and our birthday song was damn soft. lol. totally enjoyed the day. (: fun fun fun!


comm mtg the nxt day at pokpok's house. (: fun fun fun! it was a total bad day i swear. 1st thing in the morning, my mum forgot to put my phone into my bag. best. next, the nel kept stopping for 15min PER STATION. i totally flipped. so gonna be late for sch. finally managed to borrow a stranger's phone and dial like 6 numbers just to find bertha's number. ran out at farrer park station to find bertha, tried to get cab but no cab. ): den ran to sch to do register duty. so glad i made it in time can. cause i had no phone so quite impossible to get replacement. and my blouse 1st button drop out. best. cant exactly wear my tie. and waited for mt later in the day to eat swensens. but some person pangseh us. so yeah. comm mtg at pok's. was like the one organising. and i didnt bring my phone summore. so yea. in the end when i reached home at like 11+pm, i saw 12 missed calls and 26 messages. how bad can that get?



phew. it's sunday. im sorta recharged? gonna go out to get gala dress soon. it's so tiring. cant seem to find nice black dresses around. maybe this is not the dress season. sigh. shopped at taka, wisma, weelocks, bugis for the past few days, and cant get anything. how bad can that get. oh no. 6th sense tell me it's not gonna be so sunny out there afterall. ):
Fireworks.
The next time there's the fireworks competition, it'll be the time when you guys come back.
Gahh it's only been a day.
And it'll never be the same for me again. ):
poot.
i was tearing throughout the whole of ytd and surprisingly..
no one noticed. HAH. tears come. tears go. tears come again.
when will this liquid stop flowing out man.
i guess i'm gonna be drowned soon.
in this oh-so-sorrowful life. haha.
tsunami alert!

so my aunt and uncle have left for shanghai. dumping me here. im sad. ): does that sum up everything? yes i guess so. haha. and the best part. i was looking through the australia trip photos that we took when i was with them in australia last march and i accidentally press shift+del. very good. now i dont even have any photos of them left. POOTSIE.


common test's not making me feel better. chem 9.6 onwards is giving me headache. and it's on tuesday. very good. im kinddaf heck bout history tmr. no mood to study. and it's only sbq anyway. at the most i'll just cross refer like there's no tmr. (: hah problem solved. ok fine so i know i shouldnt be ranting. but so many things been piling up one after another it's sometimes hard to control. piff. enterprise comm outing cum dinner cum meeting. i guess it was my mistake being such a big mouth wanting such a thing and organising it. some people are just so uncooperative. so what if we have it at pokpok's house? if you want to have it outside, you can have it your own den. not everyone in the comm is willing to fork out money when they can have a free dinner complete with free bath and free entertainment or smth. sucker. im stressed. and the thought of studying joy luck club WHOLE book + EOTP WHOLE book + unseen doesnt make me feel any better. i'm alrdy struggling with 3 chapters of joyluck. tsk.


luckily. i found an outlet to destress. haha. (: simply love the scv box i got from my aunt's house. thanks loads. :D go figure had been an awesome disney channel movie. i <3 it loads. it's so typical teenager. it had been fuel for me for like 1h 30min? but now it's dying. haha. off to work now. tata babes. i'll try to blog everyday if i can. (:


joyce. u are hooking me on to your blog too much too much.
stephy. thanks for being there when i really need it. sat was tough. (: loves.
eddy. im dying in chem. help. desperately need chem tuition from you babe.
i&e comm. will try to sort out the time for the mtg cum dinner cum outing.
pokpok. will call you soon to discuss bout time + food. (:
leftbutt. totally enjoyed your call that day. let's go shopping sometime. :D hurhur i had one of the nicest day of my life in sec3 so far on tuesday. like 2 days ago. HAHA. national day concert rocks my socks. and yes dee is gonna put rocks in my socks. -.- but nvm, i had loads of fun sitting right in front in the center for the concert and yuexi pokpok totally makes me laugh like nobody's business. HAHA. her un-highness made me high which in turn made her high. i feel so accomplished. (:

after concert finally had a proper date with dee. haha it's been LONG since we had a proper date. a bimbo date which turned out to be so totally NOT bimbo afterall. was supposed to wear skirt but cause of the red and white dress code thingy, i ended up changing into cargo pants and black polo tee. how unglam. HURHUR. and the slippers that i bought for dee at m)phorsis BROKE while we were walking down the rotanda. damn sad. ): but sakae sushi totally birghten up my day! and it's a wonder why teachers actually go to wheelocks. we saw like 5 of them there. and the best part, they were not together. gah. dee freaked out. i pretended not to notice. HAHA. (: damn amusing. so yes, i got rachel neo a pair of ripple slippers i owe her since her birthday last month and met up with bertha at the arcade! haha. that drummer totally rocks my socks. spotlight vipcard made me happy. (:

haha so random. i wish we have such a date SOON man. one more one more! common test's tmr. loads of ppl didnt upload the lit notes onto the class portal. and that's freaking me out. cause i totally have no idea bout what's gonna come out tmr. just gonna whack whatever there is man! and im supposed to be studying. -.- not blogging so yeah.

damn sad that pokpok closed her blog. ): and the comm meeting cum dinner cum outing on the 18th is making me pissed. cause no one gave me a definite answer. poot. guess i have to make loads of phone calls later. ): aunt's leaving in 3 days. )))))))): i hope i dont cry. damn. HAHA im a happy kid - out of a sudden. (: cause waiteng told me that i can wear my red fbts to sch for national day tmr! woohoo! so it's white class tee with red pants for me! :D yups and it's been a LONG LONG time since i went out to shop PROPERLY. haha the previous few times we basically running errands, like eh i gotta go to this place to get this thing this thing. HAHA. now i can simply stroll down orchard and no one will care. hehe. im a happy kid. oh have i mentioned that before? haha yes it's a out of sudden thing. can still remember me sulking and being damn depressed on friday. haha cause of some stuff, but im glad it's all over. right stephy? (: thanks dee for being so patient and understanding, and really listen to me crap for the whole of the week.

it's a great feeling knowing that hey! im finally gonna go out to shop PROPER. (: and imagine me being a little kid, haha was on the phone with dee for the past few days, discussing what to wear, where to go blah. pooof. seriously it's the most funnest thing you can ever do.

yay! i want my spotlight membership! if we ever go spotlight, im so gonna apply. WHEEEE. :D so yea, im thankful for everything. it might or might not last long. i hope it does. now im in study mood. whoa. since common test is coming in like 4 days. freak. and my aunt's leaving on sunday. TT.TT dammit. i wanna go too. too bad im left behind. so trying to spend almost everyday i can with her. yupps. (: hopefully we can keep in touch still. oh yes we can.


still, there are some unsolved stuff. like how guys seem to hate me. oh fine. whatever. passion's dying out soon. damn. better store somemore in man. not only for ____ but also for ___ so yeah. i'm TRYING not to be a geek this week. :D haha joined this baomihua competition thingy. and yup, gotta like create this blog address for this competition by like TMR. 0.o gosh. freak. so im given this "mission" (whoa make myself sound so important *sniggers*) to find out if blogger can type in chinese! haha (: but the thing is... damn. blogger cant be used in school. so what's the point man. HAHA. hopefully they'll remove the block. hehe. (: and we can use blogger. haha i <3 live journal and wretch. haha both can type in chiense. and sch didnt block. so that's good! so that means that i can actually complete this project in sch! (: woohoos.

okays. so here goes nothing. im gonana start typing in chiense. if you can's see, go to view, encoding and click on unicode. yupps. (:

大家好！我的名字是梁慧敏。今天我要朗读一篇故事给你听。 从前，。。。。。。。。。。。。。。！ 谢谢。（： 祝你们有个愉快的周末。我爱你。（：

haha hope i can see what i typed above in my blog. bullshit man. im so not gonna do whatever i said i was going to do in chiense up there. *points up* hahaha. so you wont hear me! HOHO. (: i <3 my blog. ta. off to study for chem now. urgh. heard it's freakin hard. will be back later to blog bout my day. be prepared for more ranting! :D


omg this is so exciting. 我要去温习了。明天有测验。再见！:D loads of love.

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okay this is so random. but i <3 it. it's freakin accurate. yes. (: and chemistry sucks. omg i just <3 being a psycologist/ sociologist. and it's true im 987654567 times better at languages compared to math and science (eeeyeeer). haha go try it. (: sigh. another shitty poot day. gahh. enterprise is driving me nuts. haha how ironic man. today had enterprise recess duty for pullover pre-orders. was rushing like mad and nuts. mt was like flaring up. and everything's my fault. tsk. the gallery keeps dropping. my fault also. should have used stronger tape. haiyerr pearlyn what were you doing! and chinese mock. gotta find out who didnt take and when can take. sigh. another thing to do. and my fault again. the key went missing. ruiqi pass to michelle, to pass to me, to pass to yuqi. apparently i gave it to either yuexi/yasmin/wilin, and it's now gone. my fault. omg im so gonna burst. just been called a liar by someone who i kinddaf detest. cause she didnt receive the newspp articles that i sent. which i sent like 4 times alrdy. it's not my fault that the email's slow man. damn. thanks for spoiling my mood even further. thought of a game for enterprise comm mtg, to break ice and bond, apparently i gotta give "proposal" to yx. gahh. please i thought long bout the game. added some twists to the original game summore. fine so what if it allows you to learn bout initiative, decision-making, teamwork and blah? and when finished will still get some sense of accomplishment. gahh. i guess we might not be playing afterall. thanks ah. )))): pearlyn's damn depressed. 1st the pullover accounting is kinddaf screwed, cause some ppl wanna refund, and mt got pissed and started screaming. and it was kinddaf arrowing me. and next, the pullover, unpaid but the customer's part torn off, mt was pissed again. instructions not properly given. felt damn bad. pullover, now all thanks to me helping matsumoto ask, haha she sorta rolled eyes or smth, and now she was like "haiyerr. now no more customisation alrdy". fine. now i gotta go back and tell band. poot. i wonder how im like supposed to start telling emi and breaking her dream man. what a difficult situation. and classes asking me bout the pullover, now only getting 10% discount. whoa great. so gonna break their hearts. guess our sales wont be moving further i guess. )))): and gallery. i better think of a better way to make that freakin ribbon stay. once we stick back, it drop again! freak. should we super glue to the double sided tape? or take stronger tape to paste? sigh. key for store, LOST. dammit. my fault. im sorry. fine. cause mich asked me to pass, i was busy with the 10 people crowding to buy stuff at the store. im sorry if i screwed everything up. fine. my responsibility. im gonna find it. my fault. no one else's. and now the newspp thing. what a great way to end the day.

anw, im done with ranting. (: yasmin ROCKS MY SOCKS. <3 haha. after sch today, we both were feeling weird cause it's like out of a sudden dont hv to stay back for enterprise any more. today was "free day". haha. decided to go relax. :D it's great relaxing. i <3 relaxing cum bitching cum talking bout sick stuff. and best of all, trying to design teeshirts! haha was supposed to go coffee bean try the honeydew drink. but yazzz found it too ex. haha $6.90 for a drink made with HONEYDEW. so in the end, went to long john's. haha spent like $2 less and got a MEAL! with DRINK. (: was a happy kid. i had a chocolate cake. stole one of yazzz's chicken. yum. (: and so we started bitching, and talking bout sick stuff. and ahem. private and confidential. can be counted as heart to heart talk. now we blossomed! (: woohoO! oh well. so yea suddenyl got a msg from yx, telling yasmin to design shirt for ent comm. haha she totally freak out. damn damn hilarious. so we decided to like okay, lets design together. in the end ended up with like 4 pages of designs. (: some SICK. like stickmans. *AHEM AHEM* haha it's gonna be a interesting comm mtg showing the designs. whoo! but i hope we dont have to do accounts, or get scoldings or smth. that's so gonna totally spoil the mood. this mtg was supposed to be SECRET anyway. i wonder who leaked it man. TSK. and now our privacy. GONE. thanks a lot. hurhur.

so yes, you ppl better come for comm mtg, 3.20 millenium. i have interesting stuff for you before we start at 3.30 (: anw, as mentioned, some ppl in comm really gotta buck up and change their shitty attitude man. no more eyerolling. serious please. (: hurhur. yazzz agrees. (: i feel so hyped up with yazz. she totally brightens up my day. haha at least for that erm. 2h we had together. HAHA. i <3 yaz. thanks for brightening up my day!


oh poot. chem test's on thurs. tmr's half day. i haven touched my stuff yet.